kuyatan93

Thay sayeth 'Hurry now!', And thou maketh no effort. Thay sayeth 'Seize the day!', And thou maketh no effort. Thine future walketh before thy eyes, And thou couldst maketh no effort. Thou hast fallen unto routine life, And thou shall e'er maketh no effort.

If I were to die today, With it, I would be okay. No more worries, no more doubts, No more pointless quarrels or bouts. No more trying for silly dreams, No more failing, at least it will seem. No more fears of losing my Dears, All my confusions will be clear. To those I've burdened or caused pain, Apologize I will, this worthless no name. For all, the end will eventually be near, So do not fret, nor shed a mere tear. To finally be freed, of all this strife! In this expanse of time I call a life, So much more could still go wrong, 'T already has felt too long! That's why, if I were to die today, With it, I would be okay.

Damn these curse'd sheets, That still carry yours scent! The infernal place we used to meet; Where together all our time was spent, Intertwined in a once great love. E'ry inhale I breath you in still, A reminder my love 'twas not enough. Yes, e'ry breath my head doth fill, With a longing to hold you once again... Now thy scent is gone forever, So I bleed my heart out by pen. Not trying to be smooth or clever, Only hope in my heart. That these words may reach you, Not matter how far apart. My heart forever bleeds true; bleeds you.

Why? Why do you cry? Pains? Fears? It all ends in tears! Why? Why do they make want to die?! The good, happy times just smear, Into an infinite abyss, an anti-bliss, That I shall never miss, If they were to ever disappear. Why? Why do you still try? You stand there, an empty chevalier Shouting, 'why will no one hold me dear!' Wondering why everything good goes awry. You aim to please them all, and mind your own; Once you turn your back, they all cast a stone! A pointless attempt at living right, Matter what you do, it ever ends in plight. So why? Why try when you just cry then die?

Why am I cursed with one more sleepless night! I lay here alone, yet I can see you in sight. The plight of this night! This invisible noose 'round my neck, I feel it so tight, I feel it slowly suffocating me. While I know you see, We were meant to be. That together we could be free, Of all things here. Yet we will not, for you show much fear, Of the ones who said, hold you dear. Oh the care in my heart, That with, I refuse to depart! Oh! Pain from being apart from you. To even imagine you, starting with someone new, Oh the clever ruse that I would use, To make you think I am alright. Yet night after sleepless night, I stil